Can't STAND when people are mad at me...

I don't really care about what people think of me, to an extent.
This may not make much sense, but hear me out... I care about people's FEELINGS towards me, yes, I mean in the literal sense, mad, sad, happy, etc.
I love it when I make people happy because they are always smiling, and it just makes the day brighter.
When people are sad because I am sad or I did something to make them sad, I just want to sit next to them and cry with them.
I ABSOLUTELY can't stand when people are angry with me because I was; a)careless, b)said something to offend them, c)spoke without thinking (I have a tendency to do that a lot) etc... It makes me want to do ANYTHING to make them happy again. But, sometimes the only way I CAN make it up to them, I can't do. So I want to punish myself even more, and by doing that I go into somewhat of a depression, and it really sucks.

Why am I exactly blogging about this?
Well, His friend is mad at me because I said something sort of offensive to His other friend. I mean, I didn't mean it in a mean way and I say it to be a B****, but I said it just to kinda play around... apparently, I went TO far.
You see, there was a picture He put on face book of Him and all His friends... so just to be a little playful (and it is not new) I labeled one of them- the Giant, The one mad at me- the Leprechaun, Him- Sexy, the one I probably hurt the feelings of- the socially retarded one (remember that one), and The guy I don't really- the random guy I didn't know...
Well James got pissed that I called the one I probably hurt the feelings of "socially retarded", but I put "LOL" next to it, and I guess that still hurt his feelings, but it wasn't intended that way. So now The one mad at me is mad at me and probably labeling me as a B***, for just trying to joke around. So now I am sad because once again, I pissed someone else off...

Now after saying sorry for a literal million times, The one mad at me is STILL pissed, haven't heard back from the one I probably hurt the feelings of yet, and I feel really sad and depressed, which will cause everyone else to be sad, because I am told I have that affect.
It can't get any worse, can it?

What is wrong with guys and calling?

He has never called me before, unless he has a question, or something to say, not to just see how my day was.
I call him every chance I can to see how he is, but whenever I do, it is always blocked out by his friends. This however bugs me to no end, because he is always to easily distracted. It pisses me off to no end!

So lately, I feel I am playing with fire, because I am expecting a different result, but it keeps going in a circle... DARN IT! I hate his cat, because he knows I will kick it out the window if I see it, because I absolutely DESPISE cats....they are the most disgusting creatures on the planet!

On top of all that he idols his cat... I HATE AND DESPISE CATS!!!